Things here are ever-changing, if i had to pick an adjective.  I went home for the holidays.  Milwaukee is just as I remembered it;   I don't belong there.  I'm saying that in large part because of the weather, but coming back to San Francisco makes me appreciate it all the more.  Milwaukee is just not my kind of town.  That's unfortunate, because my mom and my best friend live there, and as dfor Mike, he'll never understand my not wanting to live there, and that may push us apart over time (although i hope it doesnt).

We've been here ten months, now.  Ive got two jobs.  The one you know, and another one bartending at a movie theater.  It's a new job, and too early to gauge, but i think it sucks.  I dont see myslef there for long.  

I want to go back to school.  This time to study art.  Specifically I would like to take some design classes, woodworking, metal working.  Furniture.  get crafty with tools.  I dont know whether it will will ever landme a career, but not having one is the evil i already know, so to speak.

ash is good.  shes on a break from school until the 23rd giving her some time off that she needs.  she drives herself crazy.  she cant relax and i cant motivate.  we're either the worlds best couple, or the worlds worst.  time will tell.  

i made some people laugh the other day when i told them my two worst fears.  the first is getting unknowingly dosed with lsd.  i get nervous just thinking about it.  the second is audience participation.  the second it looks like someone might come into the crowd im ready to throw up.

they thought that was pretty funny.